It was the best of times, it was the worst of times.

Day 25: A person you know is going through the worst of times.

Dear a person I know is going through the worst of times,

Hi. I hate to assume you're going through the "worst of times," because I realize I don't really know you outside of Internet life and a few brief encounters. But, well. I guess a few extra thoughts here and there don't really hurt, huh? So.

1. I'm sorry this is how your life turned out. I'm pretty sure it's not how you saw it. But sometimes life isn't how you imagine. And you just have to take it and run with it and stop telling everyone every little detail because it's actually really badly reflective of yourself (and you'd probably have a snotty retort for that, but I'm cool with it). Do what you want. Eh, maybe it's how I see things, but don't be afraid to let the guard down a bit and chill. You're strong, though, I think. And I know you'll be just fine.

2. You're just angsty. I don't (really. I DON'T) think your life is that bad. You can do this. Many people why worse off than you do much much more. I think you're just still looking for you.. I hope you find it. But you will. I just think it takes time. I kind of imagine it like that moment in Forrest Gump when Lt. Dan makes his peace with God and is swimming in the ocean with the clouds and sun. Like that. I hope you find that, and find happiness.

3. I really do feel for you. Because there is nothing anyone can say to make it better. To fix the pain you feel. And I'm sorry, it will dull, but it will probably never leave you. You've been dealt a lot of blows, I think. But you're kind of amazing to me (from a distance) at how you've taken it and the relatively normal, ok person you've become. In that, you really are an inspiration to me. I wish there was something I or anyone could say to make this better, but I think it's just another burden you'll have to figure out how to carry (and still be able to walk through the rest). I have faith, though. You're amazing, plain as that. Keep walkin.

Love, Lauren.