It's just that at night I've got nowhere to hide.

I am so much better than I was last year.
I am so much happier than I was last year.

I am so much better than I was last year, and here's how I know:

Last year, I wrote down resolutions, of sorts. Things to do in the next year. (Last year, I was the most sad/depressed I've ever been. A mess)
One of them said, "Be happier. It's a choice."

I know because when I wrote that, I didn't believe that it was.
But...I can't really argue with it anymore.

Just reading everything I wrote then...it doesn't feel like me anymore. And that's a good thing.

Definitely a good thing.
Bring on another.