Absolution.

I'm not quite bold enough to post this on Facebook...but I figured it'd be safe here where no one will see.
I'm a survey junkie.

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people:

1. I hate you. You're stupid. There's so much you don't know. Good luck. I kind of hope it all bites you in the ass.
2. I wish you would call me more! I know I don't say it often (or at all..) but I really do value you in my life, and I'm glad we're closer now.
3. I think you've changed a lot. It makes me sad. And I don't think there's anything I can do about it.
4. I liked you. I never told you.
5. Our sincere talks are awesome. But sometimes I just can't be around you.
6. You sympathize with my crazy, and you're so fun. I can't wait for next year! And you should be more confident. Because you're awesome.
7. I can't believe some of the things you do/say. Seriously?
8. You're fantastic in every way. You make everything infinitely more fun/crazy. Thanks for picking me up off the ground during my worst. Love times forever.
9. ...There's way too much to say. But none of it would change anything. So I say nothing.
10. You're the only one that knows everything. You complement me perfectly. Don't know what I'd do without you. We're basically one person.

9 confessions to 9 different people:

1. No, I don't think you're cool. I think you make stupid choices, and I think you're going to regret them one day. Also, I've stopped caring.
2. There wasn't always a parent present.
3. I think you need to stop waiting for the perfect moment. It's never going to come. Reality.
4. I haven't told you everything. I feel really bad sometimes.
5. I think the way you treat boys is weird and nonsensical. In fact, I mock you for it often.
6. I looked through that stuff.
7. I don't actually agree with a lot of what you say. I think it's a little crazy.
8. You're one of my biggest sources for gossip. I think you're fake...in just about every way there is.
9. A lot of the things I make fun of you for....I'm just jealous. I wish I was more like you.

8 apologies to 8 different people:

1. I'm sorry I made you cry that one time.
2. I'm sorry I put you through such hell while refusing to listen to what you said and see the truth.
3. I'm sorry I can't be what you want me to be. And that I can't say what you want me to say. Not in a sarcastic way. I really am sorry.
4. I'm sorry we fight so much and so bad. We're a lot alike. I'm going to regret it deeply one day.
5. I'm sorry to all of you. But especially one of you, that was the worst. You don't know. And (I hope) you never will. I don't take it back but it was wrong and not like me. Karma's a bitch?
6. I'm sorry I can't love you all the time like I should. It's horrible. Maybe the worst.
7. I'm sorry. Because some of it WAS my fault. I just got a little crazy and ruined it sometimes.
8. I'm sorry I'm not a very good listener. And that I never let you speak.

7 things that cross my mind a lot:

1. SLEEP
2. Homework
3. Spring Break!
4. FOOD
5. The Future. Dum Dum Dum.
6. Grades
7. Home

6 things I do before I fall asleep:

1. PJ it up
2. Brush my teeth and floss
3. Wash my face
4. Check Facebook
5. Set an alarm/pick the song to wake up to
6. Read

5 people who mean a lot:

1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Bonny
4. Erin
5. Jessie

4 things I'm wearing right now:

1. NHS shirt.
2. Awesome crop-y sweatpants-y things I love.
3. Not-favorite underwear.
4. That's all. Ha.

3 Songs I listen to often:

1. The Show-Lenka
2. Gives You Hell-All-American Rejects
3. You Found Me-The Fray

2 things I want to do before I die:

1. Write a book.
2. Figure out what I'm supposed to do and do it.

1 thing a lot of people don't know about me:

1. I don't like to eat my cereal with milk.